Happy Birthday!

Taken from: http://drawingsinmotion.blogspot.com/2008/08/wishful-thinking.html

 

Life is like climbing a flight of stairs. The only differences is that we have no idea when it is coming to an end. It's like never ending. Some time in life we face setbacks and we feel like it is pulling us down. We stopped, we gave up even before we reached the top.

Regardless of how long we have masked our deepest emotions, one day, everything will just fall apart. I am currently facing a lot of problems, too much for me to handle. At this very moment, i can't find a way to resolve them. All i can do is shut all my emotions out. This is probably the only way to ignore the negative emotions. Although i lost the ability to laugh and smile but at the very least this is when i won't feel upset. Indifference says it all. I realised when i stay cool with everything and anything i feel nothing. (fortunately & unfortunately) So friends please bear with me, one day, soon enough i will pull through and when you see me smiling again you know i am back.


Looking back, i realised i have been through a lot, more than i could imagine and i am still alive and kicking. At the end of the day, all these obstacles and setbacks i faced are the life lesson that marks who i am today and encourages me to be a better person. I believe one day, i will walk through what i am going through now and proudly share with others who i have become.

Today marks the first day of my 19th birthday, this year my goal for myself is to live a better live and be a better person. Hopefully, i will be able to remove all the things that have been weighting me down and start afresh. I am gonna be a brand new YanQi.(hopefully) I hope my friends will give me the chance to make things up and make things better. Hopefully this is not just my wishful thinking. (please tell me not)

Last but not least, although it is weird but i am gonna wish myself
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Bye readers. :)