❤ is in the air.

This year valentines is the worst out of all. Not because I have to spend the day alone celebrating being single but because i had to start the day studying tax and end the day with a bad phone call. Guess this year i am just down on luck. So just..hear me out..

Being able to open up is definitely a gift from god. It is something that money can't buy. Sometimes i really wonder why is it so hard for me to open up. I wasn't like this.  Six years back, i was a cheerful girl, it was so easy for me to trust everyone, so easy for me to share. You can call me naive or gullible but to me that was the happiest phase in my life. Then one day, someone just did something that bad that it actually took away that part of me. A close friend who i valued a lot once told me: "instead of using your eyes to see use your heart." Back then, i couldn't understand what she meant, but after the incident i learnt. I doubt it matters anymore because i am no longer the same girl with the same laughter. After the incident, i have difficulty in trusting people and i start keeping things to myself.  This is not who i am, this is not who i like to be.
 
Friend: "ARE YOU OK?"
Me: " Yes?"
Friend: "Why do you look so sad?"
Me: "Tired? Last night i turn in late."
Friend: "Ohh, sleep earlier lah."
Me: "I can't."
The conversation continues....
Friends of mine, do you find this conversation familiar? Many of you have asked me this and these are  forever my replies. Have you ever wonder why i am forever tired and why i always sleep so late?

This quote that i found on tumblr will totally answer the question and describes what i feel.

"Day and night, i am always tired. 

But at night, i stay up late enough until i am exhausted enough 

until i can fall into my bed and into immediate slumber. 

Because i can't stand to lie in my bed in a dark room alone 

with my thoughts for so many hours."

Ok enough for today, anyway folks, today is valentines so regardless of how we decided to spent this special Tuesday, i wish you all a... ... 

HAPPY VALENTINES! :D

May all girls find their superman! :) 

Bye readers.

When you start to hate someone, everything they do begins to annoy you.... Them: *COUGH* You: "OH MY GOD!"

Saw this on twitter and i find it so true. We humans are weird. When we dislike someone instead of telling them, we go around telling other people. Subsequently when that person does something wrong we will then magnify it and make a bigger fuss out of it. The worst part of all is that the person that you dislike will never know. They will never know what they did wrong, never know why you dislike them in the first place. As the time goes by, the dislike increases and at the end of the day whatever the person does regardless of right or wrong will seem to be wrong.
 
So moral of the story: ' If you find something a problem, solve it. If there is a misunderstanding, clear it early. ' So if i had done anything wrong, please let me know. So i can do something about it, change for the better or at the very least prevent myself from making the same mistake. I believe no problem is a problem. All it takes is a little understanding and the will to change. I hereby sincerely apologise for the bombs that i have exploded. For those that i have planted, please let me know.

( FYI: I am not refering to this kind of bomb. )

Anyway shall end here today. These few days i have been listening to this song..so before i end off i decided to share it with you.

Bye readers! :)